Forbidden fruit tastes best? In my case surely yes. Ever since I can remember the more my parents tried to prevent me from doing something the more I would be ready to break all the rules in order to get it. So was the case with me having sex for the first time won't tell you the age but yes it was pretty early and to be honest I didn't enjoy it as much as I'd expected. So, I thought, I should, perhaps try to change the way I do it, with whom I do it. And the more I would get of it the more were my imagination and curiosity telling me to try this and try that. I suppose this is why I'm a kind of a freak. Today it's of course not my parents creating restrictions (they have long understood it works conversely with me) but somehow you still feel some constraints are there and it's the shivers going down my spine, the enormous thrill of going beyond that I'm after.