They say the most important sex organ is the brain. And although you can't argue with that I could actually be used as an epitome of that statement at most times I find myself bored with so called normal sex. I'm a playful creature I need to play, I want to take up different roles, I want to be amused, be carried away. I call it mental sex. And it's not about practices, positions and techniques. For example pissing: It's certainly not something I'd be after in itself I'd normally even found it disgusting like most people but within a certain role I'll strive for it. Similarly: I don't wanna get beaten but having been properly warned up and identified with the role it'll do wonders with me. It's just that I find it gradually more and more difficult to find men as playful as I am.