Don't you believe it I haven't been able to find a good lover for quite a while. I suppose the trouble is, paradoxically, my look. Let me explain: with the appearance of a fragile girl and the face looking all so innocent I mostly seem to attract so called romantic types, whom I find illimitably uninspiring. If the truth be told I am invariably put off by any variations on the word romance. For I could hardly be more opposite. What I like in sex is a wild kinky stuff. I don't wanna be adorned what I want is a decent fuck. I don't expect him to take me to shopping centres, I want him to take me to bed or wherever he wishes and do it the whatever way he pleases. But all this remains a dream, because, unfortunately, I give this impression of someone, who in fact is the opposite of me. Or will I at last find someone who will find that out and help me realise my dreams?