Ive never been a very demure girl. Ive always hung out with boys more then girls and done sports. When I was little I used to play with the boys in my neighborhood and eventually theyd call me a girl like it was an insult. Connie giggles. I must have beaten up every boy in my neighborhood for calling me a girl. All the moms would call my mom complaining. She grins. Now, those same boys are really happy Im a girl. She smiles and blushes. Were happy too.
I need to feel glamorous. Be surrounded by luxury and have the best of everything. At least I don't have a problem to admit that like most people. They say they don't care about these but I suspect, most of the time they're just trying to excuse themselves for not achieving things they'd love to achieve but can't. I mean this is a world where the fittest survive. That's just the way it is. Perhaps I was born as a more lucky one. But what else should I do about it than enjoy it? All of my boyfriends were boys able to convince me they are the ones able and ready to cater to all my needs. I've been pampered and spoiled in sorts of ways and it's never been enough for me - yes, I am demanding.